i tried my best, i didnt succeed, thats no reason for you to shout at me and tell me to do better. if those girls are so much better why dont you go for them? if you want me to leave your house, dont just threaten me, actually make me. if you dont love me, then dont act like you do. if you hate me, tell me, dont be nasty about it. nobody stops and asks if im okay, i dont have the best relationship with my parents, my friends are nasty to me, i get jealous easily, but just because i dont display that doesnt mean that you can take my smile for granted. i sit in bed every night worrying, about everything,  im so sick of people, their words, their actions.